So I have my answer, it's not the one I wanted but at least I can now deal with things knowing I tried. I'll be broken (again!!!) for a while... but hey... at least I can still fall in love right!!!! nice to know I'm not as cold hearted as I thought!
Well, as this week comes to a close, I am amazed at how everything has gone. The car runs like a dream, it's fast enough for my liking and handles like a go-kart (which suits me as thats how I learnt to drive). BB arrived on Thursday and everything has just clicked into place.
For once, I AM MADE OF WIN! *Update...when I say everything... I mean somethings.
So, after last year, the worst for me on record, I decided to treat myself to something. Monday/Tuesday I will be picking up this little mean machine if all goes to plan...
In other news, someone from my past has come back into my life. I couldnt be happier. We will see how things go but for now, I am a happy bunny.
I find myself with a choice. I've been invited to go snowboarding with my boss. This means lessons, clothes, holiday costs and the like. It all adds up to a fair old whack of cash. I've also booked up my Japanese full sleeve tattoo. It will cost around the same as the entire holiday plus the extras. I cant do both.
I am really looking to make a change in my life and get out there and try new things but I really REALLY want my tat! Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuck!
This seasons winner is........... *drum roll* Californication!!! for the line during a sex scene....... "do it harder, yeah, make me your bitch..... fuck me like I'm al qaeda..."
Some swim to get where they want to go, some just drift along and let the currents take them where they may. I hate swimming but I'm too scared to let go and drift..... Can anyone really change?
Getting old sucks huge portions of donkey cock. Upon downloading the new episode of Chuck, some Huey Lewis is playing during the first ten minutes of the show. I found myself doing the "head jig" and smiling. Remembering the good old days. FUCK!!!!! .... I like Huey Lewis.... damn thats a hard admission to make.
So, 2 new additions to the household today. One black long hair male, 9 weeks old.. and his brother, short black and white hair male. No names as of yet... cant decide. Alix (my brothers GF) has called them fatty and skinny. I thought about Cheech and Chong... Bert and Ernie... Chaz and Dave... No names seem to fit. Ideas anyone? Pics to follow if they ever settle and come out to play.
*UPDATE* anyone seen the film.... Silent Running? 3 Robots on that film called Huey, Loey and doey.
Welcome the new additions to my life. Huey and Loey.
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